Cries. [ Khai Ther ]

* 大自然的定律

很巧， 去医院看他最后一面时， 看到护士推着一条小生命经过加护病房。一条新生命来了，就会有一条结束。是这样的吗？

He is gone, we cried but he doesnt know.

I cant accept the truth. He is gone, onlyy 17.

He has no chance to say anything he wants to say.

He has no chance to do what he wants to do.

And now, we can do nothing.

I hope he is good in Heaven.

I'll never forget you, bro.

The 2 girls will be okay soon, dont worry.

We will take care of them.

You are so sweet, friendly and nice.

Im glad that im a part of your life.

Goodbye, Khai Ther. <3

ran - Byebye, miss you.

To my bro, LAI KHAI THER.

Khai Ther :

还睡啊？睡了一天还不够？ 你以为没有调闹钟就不用起身啊？

现在流行人肉闹钟，每一天我们都会叫你起床。你不可以赖床啊！

今天去看你，看到了。心很痛。你的笑容呢？你的活泼呢？都在沉睡吗？

今天，我第一次在同一时间看到男生女生一起抱头痛哭。

上次我哭的时候，你记得你还替我擦眼泪吗？

这次我又哭了，可是却是我自己擦眼泪。

你起身啦！握着你的手，冰冰的，僵硬的。

你要加油知道吗？

我们都在等你，要你永远和我们一起。

你听到吗？

不想再看到我们的眼泪，就快点醒过来！

Don't you remember the two girls who you love and love you are waiting for you?

They cried, very badlyy.

We talk alot to you but you dont ever reply us a word.

The tears are dropping, our hearts are bleeding.

Cant you just dont give up,

for the friendss,

for the lovers,

for the parents and siblings?

Please, wake upp.

Everyone is worrying about you,

you are sleeping and we are praying for you.

My sketch, you are the main character.

You have to finish the sketch ! MUST !

You love dancing i know.

You said you want to be a professional dancer,

so you gotta practise harder.

Calvin, Prince Lee, Chean bang, Chin Lap are waiting for you

to dance with them,

perform with them.

Cant you just leave us. NO !

Faster wake please, may God bless you. <3

* Visit you again tomorrow, bro.

ran - Brothers Forever.

Worring about he and she.

Im so worry.

Worrying about he and she.

The 2 friends, the 2 main characters of my sketch.

He was in an accident just now, and we are still dont know whether now he is still alive or not.

Or later he is still alive or not. Doctors are doing their work, he is still sleeping on the bed, never open his eyes for one second since he has been sent to there.

She knew the news and cried. She is worrying and he is suffering, Im now thinking and praying. I guess now she is asleep, i've accompanied her for 3 hours and finally she went for bed.

Received a forward message just now, its like something to pray for him.

1. I really dont want to lost you 2 ( KT and HJ ) my brother. You two are my forever and ever geh brother. - Wayne

2. 希望你们没事，一定要撑下去。加油！- Nicky

3. 好想看到他跳舞。快点好啊！- 博

4. 你不会有事的，我们永远支持你。- 骏

5. 我好像看到你笑，你知道吗？！你一定没事的。- 芳

6. 我的话剧不能没有男主角， LEO 的舞台不能没有舞者。Get well soon, you know there are girls waiting for you. - Raney

etc.

If praying is work, then i guess every of his friends is praying for him.

I hope he will be okay soon, and i hope she will be alright soon.

ran - Be tough man, be strong girl. <3

7th and 8th of November.

7th of November.

Went jogging with Jasmine in the morning then have breakfast and then lunch with her and her sister. Helped cleaning their house. Went home at 2pm and went out at 4pm.

Pick Jasmine up at around 4 then go to Dutaaa Village !

Swim and swam.

Then went brother's room to take bath. Then have dinner, brother and her girlfriend were celebrating their brithday. * Barbecue.

8th of November.

Planned to go Ecm at 9 something but Jasmine and I were late. Went there, and there was already crowded with people. So, aikss. Met cousins, then Man Houw. Then met up with Evonne and Nicole. Chicken and Fish * Jin Fan, Jia Woey.

Finally, the singers and actors arrived and you know, i saw Kevin drinking water in the room ! Walao, how man...

Around 5pm, went Megamall with Jasmine. Bought movie tickets then had dinner, with brother and his girlfriend. Met Chean Bang, Calvin, Chin Lap, Prince Lee in front of cinema. They watch Phobia 2 and we watch Poker King.

Poker King is nice, not bad. The movie started at 8.15pm and ended at 10.15pm. 2 hours, i thought 1 and half an hour only. Rushed for another movie after that, Phobia 2. We were late but luckily the movie is like " Where got ghost ", 5 stories in a movie. The first 4 is quite scary but the last one, i watched and i were like " Huh, dengggggg !! " The last one isnt scaryy but quite funny lur.

Finish watching Phobia 2 and it was 12am. Jasmine called Arion to pick us up and we both went home. Sundayy, outing day.

ran - what to do?

谁也不是谁的谁。

自从五年前遇见了你之后，

我知道

我会迷失我自己。

可是我还是坚持下去，

到了今天

我对你还是一样

没有变过。

唯一改变过的，

就是对你的感觉

越来越深。

如果我能为你做一件事，

你应该会希望

从来没有遇见过我。

我也一样。

如果我没遇见你，

现在

我还是原来的自己。

Taggy.

*Personal Details
1. Name : Raney Tan Rou Jane.
2. Birthday : 16th of January, 1994.
3. Horoscope : Capricorn.
4. Phone Number : 016 922 5122.
5. School : SMK Air Putih.
6. One word to describe yourself : Lazyy.
7. People you hate : -
8. People you love : He (s) and she (s).
9. Fall in love before : Yes.
10. Fall in love with : ... ... ...
11. You prefer single or in a relationship : Depends.
12. Have you learn any music instruments : Yes.
13. What's that instruments : Piano.
14. Your ambitions : Dont know.
15. Your wishes for now : He can be mine.
16. Name one of your friend who you think he/she is the most important for you? Not onlyy one.



* You love
- What food? Urm, dont know.
- What drinks? Dont know.
- Who? Family and friends, and someone.
- What ? What i love.
- Where ? I dont know.
- Books ? Not really.


* You hate
- Who? -
- What kind of people? With sucks attitude.
- To go where ? Dont know.


*People who tagged you
- You hate the people ? No.
- You love her? I bukan lesbian.
- Relationship between you both ? Friends.
- He/she got any bad attitude ? Think so.
- How you know him/she? Kindergarden.
- How long do you know him/she ? 10 years.
- His/her birthday ? 20th of July, 1994.
- You know him/she well? Not really.
- Anything to tell him/she? Hope you can pass the Electone Examination?

Simple update.

Im so boring, my life now is quite meaningless. Until the end of SPM.
Then da lao will bring me out? And my lovelyy cousin, i cant wait to go out with her.
I meaning she drives. Hehehehe.
Im going ECM on Sunday, to watch those celebrities from HONG KONG.
Oh my god, i want to see them now. =D


ran - Emo, no more.